It's Not That Cool After All

Down with flu today. Think I've caught it from the rainy weather! Not able to concentrate on anything. I miss my bed dearly.  

Love the rainy season but not in this condition of mine. I'll get better soon. Goodnight peeps!  

Bittersweet Memories

If I stay, I will only be in your way. I am not what you need. So, goodbye. 

I hope that life will treat you kind enough. I hope you have all that you had dreamt of. My wish to you, joy and happiness. 

Bittersweet memories. That's all I'm taking with me. 

Above all, I wish you love. 

Act On Auto-Pilot

I am emotionally affected. I need to resolve all these recurring and never ending matters. I am extremely tired. Tired of always telling and reminding people of what they should/need to do. Why can't people be on their auto-pilot mode? You guys must be wondered why am I so concerned about all these. This matter involved the hell a lot out from me. My entire future had shaken. I must seek for my rights. I am in the process of rebuilding my life bricks by bricks. To those people who love being ignorance, self-centered, I congratulate you. Please carry on with your bad attitude. I can guaranteed that you can't go far with a flat tire unless you change it. If you want to risk the people that you love and put your future at stake, it's your call. I could no longer be bothered. Period. 

I Can

When I found myself staring blankly, I asked myself, what's holding me back? Why am I giving so much limitations to myself? Why "what if(s)"? Are these good or bad? I do not have an answer to that but I had given a long thought over it. 

My destiny cannot be changed. I will not surrendered when life gives me lemons. I believe, everything happens for a reason. People changed, so I can learn to let go. I believe lies so I can eventually learn to trust no one but myself. Things go wrong so I can appreciate them when they are right. And sometimes, good things fall apart so better things can fall together. 

I choose to enjoy my ride on a roller coaster. Now, I can start telling myself; 

Forget about what-if(s)

Eliminate over-thinking

I can be happy

Take up more chances

Turn can't(s) into can(s) & dream(s) into plan(s)

Keep moving forward

My life is sweet and beautiful

Most importantly, there is always someone who loves me.