January 27, 2013

A Good Year

It's a brand new year. I feel so alive. Not just that the world doesn't come to an end, but I survived many hurdles and setbacks. I stand up again. Much higher after the fall. Things that happened last year, did not stopped me from moving forward. Life is really full of dramas anyway but it's all past tense now. 

I received a very good news recently from my lawyer. I am now officially single again! Yohoooooooooo!!!~ Shall I celebrate? I think I should go out meet more people now and then sign up for somewhat speed dating programme or get myself the most eligible bachelor and get married again. Freeing myself after the hell-through process, I feel so delighted that I made it this far. I never once doubted my subconscious that I am able to things. Incredible! I hug myself with glee.

I am now a part-time student again. I am going through the whole mad process again for at least another 5 years. Am I nuts? My friends out there are busy spending their money on traveling and splurging themselves. Why am I still restricting myself and going through this? :( Oh man, let's hope that I can get this done on target! I must preserve until the end to achieve that. I can do this. Yes, I definitely can.

I've been thinking for months. I plan to move to another country. Meaning, to leave Singapore for good. Yes, I spent my whole decade here and not getting what I want but I did gained my CAT. That's the only thing that I ever proud of. Could it be my divorce that causes me to leave here? Perhaps. I think it's just time for me to move on to chase for my dreams. There are so many things I wanted to do on my own. Live with no regrets. Trying very hard to achieve my dreams one by one. I'm sure the feeling of achievement it's indescribable!