A Good Year

It's a brand new year. I feel so alive. Not just that the world doesn't come to an end, but I survived many hurdles and setbacks. I stand up again. Much higher after the fall. Things that happened last year, did not stopped me from moving forward. Life is really full of dramas anyway but it's all past tense now. 

I received a very good news recently from my lawyer. I am now officially single again! Yohoooooooooo!!!~ Shall I celebrate? I think I should go out meet more people now and then sign up for somewhat speed dating programme or get myself the most eligible bachelor and get married again. Freeing myself after the hell-through process, I feel so delighted that I made it this far. I never once doubted my subconscious that I am able to things. Incredible! I hug myself with glee.

I am now a part-time student again. I am going through the whole mad process again for at least another 5 years. Am I nuts? My friends out there are busy spending their money on traveling and splurging themselves. Why am I still restricting myself and going through this? :( Oh man, let's hope that I can get this done on target! I must preserve until the end to achieve that. I can do this. Yes, I definitely can.

I've been thinking for months. I plan to move to another country. Meaning, to leave Singapore for good. Yes, I spent my whole decade here and not getting what I want but I did gained my CAT. That's the only thing that I ever proud of. Could it be my divorce that causes me to leave here? Perhaps. I think it's just time for me to move on to chase for my dreams. There are so many things I wanted to do on my own. Live with no regrets. Trying very hard to achieve my dreams one by one. I'm sure the feeling of achievement it's indescribable!

2012

Today is the last day of Year 2012. This year, I had been to the lowest point of my life. It had polished me to become someone who I had never thought that I'll be today.

October 2011, infidelity saddened me and my marriage didn't get to survive it but, I survived. The Taiwanese drama《犀利人妻》reminisced (at least 80%) every detail of what I had gone through. I had lost six months of battle to infidelity and I'll never forget what for it had taught me. I did not let myself suffer any longer. I have chosen to give up my marriage when there is no hope left in him. This year, I have restored my status of being single again.

In the moment where I had too much to lost, I gained closer relationship with my family and friends. I thanked each of them for being very supportive throughout the most destructive period of mine when I really need them to be there. They are the best of mine and I am thankful to be surrounded by good-hearted people who are watching and guarding over me. I love all of you. 

I switched to a new job. Happy and doing very well for the time being.   

I have also completed my CAT course.

There are a lot things made more sense to me. I begin to see things from different perspective in life and simply smile through it when nothing ever goes my way. No mountain too high for me to climb. All I need is just some climbing faith. No river too wide for me to make it across. I had made it this far today. 

There's a rainbow for every teardrop. All I need is time. 

With this passing year, all these shall be past tense. All the unhappiness will be buried away.  

I welcome 2013. Happy New Year!

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